Thursday, April 30, 2009

Desperate To Lose Weight Quickly And Easy - Don't Ignore This Organ

Ignore this organ and your health and diet could suffer. What is this organ ? . . . . it’s your colon.

In todays modern lifestyle where it is not uncommon to consume fast foods which have become the order of the day. They are lacking in lots of fibre. Drinking inadequate levels of fluids and leading an increasingly sedentary lifestyle, is it any wonder we end up with a variety of bowel problems ? For instance we may have all at some time suffered with one or more of the following. Bloating, water retention, constipation (which is a normal occurrence that has been estimated to occur to every individual in their lifetime), lack of energy, irritable bowel syndrome, etc.

The colon is a very important organ within the body. It functions in reabsorbing food nutrients and water and is in part responsible for the elimination of waste from your body. However, it is possible for it not to be able to carry out it’s job effectively. When this happens the colon develops what is called impaction. This occurs when all or part of your body’s waste that is supposed to be passed out remains in the colon. Thus causing some or all of the symptons mentioned earlier. Where waste material is left in the colon it can result in toxic poisoning of the bloodstream, reducing your immunity as a result of the reabsorption of it.

If this happens to you, there is a need for cleansing your colon. Put simply, it is the cleaning of the large and small intestine of any waste materials that have been lodged there as a result of your bowel’s inability to eliminate it. Colon cleansing should be a regular event in everybody’s life as it has been shown that the average adult has between five and forty pounds of waste materials deposited in their bowel. Colon cleansing comes in various methods, enemas, laxatives, oxygen-based cleansers, colon hydrotherapy and herbal supplements. All of these techniques have both advantages and disadvantages.

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Wednesday, April 29, 2009

The truth behind the Hoodia extract controversy (v2)

The truth behind the Hoodia extract controversy (v2)

Can genuine Hoodia Gordonii come in an extract form? The simple answer to this question is no, no they can’t.

And the reason for this is simple too.

You see, when companies wield the term ‘Hoodia extract’, all they are actually offering you is a sample of the product they are claiming to sell. In most cases just 60%.

The other 40% on the other hand can be anything from the leaves or flower of the Hoodia Gordonii plant; parts from other Hoodia plants (there are in fact 13 types of Hoodia plant, but only Hoodia Gordonii can offer users appetite suppression) and even caffeine.

So whilst said companies may claim to sell you genuine 100% Hoodia Gordonii extract, you would be lucky to actually get 60% of the real plant. The core where the active ingredient P57 is found.

It is incredible what lengths companies will go to to cut corners in the production of this weight loss capsule.

So check the label carefully before you consider investing.

Apart from the core of the Hoodia Gordonii plant, the only other ingredient you should ever find on the packaging is gelatib for its capsule.

Now we can see that you’re confused. You’re thinking - didn’t we just tell you that there should only be one ingredient in the capsule? Well this is not strictly true. Take the ones we have listed above. They are actually the ingredients used to build up the capsule itself.

They are okay to be there, as they do not affect the authenticity of the Hoodia Gordonii plant or its purity levels. Their only job is to make sure the powdered form of the plants core is more accessible for you to use.

Find anything else on the ingredient list or spot a quote that includes the phrase ‘extract’, and put it straight back. Don’t even look at it. All this information is actually telling you is that the product is not authentic and contains only 60% of real Hoodia Gordonii.

But the news surrounding this controversy gets worse.

According to research performed by Alkemist Pharmaceuticals, they found that over 80% of Hoodia Gordonii capsules are not authentic.

Now this not to say, that there are not genuine Hoodia Gordonii capsules out there who have got the backing, the clinical testing and the CITES certificate to prove their worth. It is just a question of looking around and making sure you check the ingredients label before you invest.

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Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Day - 1

This is not easy as it looks, and it is only day 1.

I ate a total of 8 eggs today, though that wasn’t the only thing i ate, i have to say, still, that is a whole lot of eggs. I started it with 2 other friends today, and one already gave up. So it’s only the two of us.

I guess I will start taking pictures of what i eat everyday now. Just so I have a better picture of what it is that I am eating.

We all knew this wasn’t going to be easy right?

Well just waiting for the day till i look like this:

Monday, April 27, 2009

Week 5

I worked out Thursday, Friday, Saturday, and Sunday (aka Today).

I’ve definitely gotten better at doing it all 4 days. I remember I’d do it 3 days and then be too tired on Sundays or I’d miss a day on accident like last weekend. I know kind of robot on the entire thing. There is no “maybe I’ll go” it’s, “Man, I’m going, just need to go…”

Which is a good step.

I am drinking less Dr. Pepper, but I’d like to drink even less. I think I only drink it 4 times or less now a week. I also haven’t been doing Yoga still, but I’m going to really, really try to do it tomorrow. I figure if I can START the habit, it will be easier to do.

I have also stopped weighing myself. I just .. I kept reading at 149.5 and sometimes I’d be 152 or 146. I just am tired of seeing the fluctating weight. It discourages me more than anything. So I’m going to base it solely on what I see, feel, and how clothes fit. I think my clothes are fitting way better. I used to be unsure and not confident about wearing some shirts, but my lovehandles have gotten smaller so I have more of the natural hourglass frame and I feel more comfortable wearing them because I don’t have the bumps to hide, or at least as much. My belt requires 6 holes in instead of 3 and … I don’t know, people are just saying  I’m smaller.

My roommate keeps going, “EAT!” because I guess I’ve lost weight noticeably. I told her I’m losing weight healthily and I am. Although I waver on it. I feel like sometimes it might be in my head because I will notice my chin or the fat, but when other people are saying things it makes me believe it. I don’t know.

This is a very ramble filled entry.

[b]Morale[/b]

I’m slightly discouraged for some reason, but I can’t let myself be discouraged. I just feel like I’m NOT really losing weight and I’m not REALLY changing and that I never will because perhaps there is something wrong with my body and it can’t lose weight. I mean, to see my weight in number bouncing around so much it just really … I don’t know, lets me down. Why have I been at 149.5 for 2 weeks? I mean, I shouldn’t and I am using FitDay to calculate everything. So why is it staying? Muscle gain? Okay, I can believe that, but it’s not even dropping a .5.

I’ve frequently gotten to the 2 month mark in working out and this same feeling hits hard and I stop. It’s the feeling that I don’t really see any significant changes and I feel like it just wont happen for me. I just don’t see how my body can be the one exception to losing weight, though, lol. So I know it’s silly, it just feels that way.

So yeah … Oh well. I just need to keep my spirits up. I’m sure in 3 or 4 months I’ll really notice the results when I look back on all these older entries and compare.

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Primitive Connections

I’ve always been a sucker for “old school” and retro.

I like Tom Jones and AC/DC. I really love the sound of a worked over big block V8. I even miss girls with pubic hair like you used to see in Playboy in the 80s.

Retro? Maybe. Hotter than a day at the beach on the sun? Definitely.

So it got me wondering - has my love for things of the past coloured my glasses rosy? Were we better off way back when? Going into a debate on the state of the economy, cost of living, etc. is well beyond my scope of understanding, but let’s just look at the physical side of things.

Homo Sapiens has been around for about 250,000-400,00 years, depending on who you listen to. Largely thought to have originated in Africa, Sapiens migrated out of Africa 70,000-50,000 years ago. Fast forward to now and things have obviously changed dramatically.

No more hunting for food. No more living in caves. In fact, I’d go so far as to say that the two biggest inventions of humankind were developed only in the last seconds of our evolution.

While Benjamin Franklin is largely acknowledged as being the discoverer of electricity in the 18th century, its not until the late 19th century that uses for it actually become available. Men such as Edison, Tesla, Westinghouse and Bell were all at the forefront of what is termed the Second Industrial Revolution.

In addition, the motor car, widely credited to Karl Benz in 1883, is also a relatively modern addition to our way of life. The first production line, mass producing of cars was by Oldsmobile in 1902 and later taken on in a much larger way by Henry Ford in 1914.

Let me just let all those numbers seep into your brain for a second.

We’ve been around for 250,000 years.

We’ve had electricity for less than 200.

We’ve had cars for less than 100 years.

In other words, cars have been around for only 0.04% of human evolution.

I can hear what you’re saying - so what, right?

Just bear with me though…

When you wake up in the morning, what do you do? Probably sit down to eat breakfast. Then to go to work, what do you do? You sit down to drive your car, or take the train, bus whatever. But you sit. At work, what do you do? If you’re like most people these days you sit down. Then to go home you reverse the process - sit down to get home, sit down to eat your meal then to “relax” you probably sit in front of the TV.

Yet go back just over 100 years and how did you accomplish all that? Chances are that you walked to work. And that while at work you probably had a job that was far more physically intensive than your current job. Its estimated that housework alone in the 1800s had a caloric expense of over 1500 calories! For most people that is nearly a day’s food intake. Imagine how lean you’d be if you did another 1500 calories worth of cardio training each week let alone all the other walking and manual work necessary back then.

Let’s take this a step further.

If you decide that like most modern Homo Sapiens you actually need to get in slightly better shape what do you do? Most likely you join a gym, because we all know that to get in shape you have to go to the gym, right? And what do the idiots at the gyms like Recreation have you do? They tell you to sit down and do Lat Pulldowns, or Chest Press or even worse - go to a Spinning class!

If you’ve spent all day sitting down, do you really need to go and sit down some more? Wouldn’t your body most need to do the exact opposite of the thing you’ve spent your whole day doing? Using indoor cycling as an example there is plenty of evidence to show that cyclists have high rates of lower back troubles brought about by loading while in spinal flexion. And that’s for elite cyclists, guys who have strength and flexibility well beyond that of mere mortals. So if even they get damaged backs from cycling, how well will Sally Housewife and Joe Average cope with it? And that’s not even taking into account the poor teaching methods of most group exercise instructors. No surprise when I speak with the participants after a class they all complain of sore lower backs and necks! But hey, no pain, no gain, right?

Sitting, in my opinion, is probably the single biggest long term problem that we cause ourselves. We are born to be upright, ground based animals. Somewhere along the way we have deliberately decided to try to outrun evolution. But here’s the thing about evolution - it takes a loooong time. Remember that the modern inventions that allow us to travel in luxury and comfort have only been around for 0.04% of our time on this rock. The other 99.96% has been spent upright and moving. How long will it be before we actually evolve into a species that better copes with sitting? While I can’t claim to be an expert on evolutionary science I can safely say that it certainly isn’t going to be while anyone I currently know is alive.

Your future, and that of the human race, if you don't get out of your damn seat and start moving around.

Spinal issues aside there is also another, very large problem with traditional gym based exercise other than the encouragement to perform all exercise from a seated position. It all goes in a single direction. I’m not sure about you, but my life is 3D. I can’t just train in a single direction and expect that it will actually have carryover into my real life. Sure, my stomach my get flatter or my arms bigger but how is that going to help me get my shopping out of the car, do the gardening and most of all, protect my spine against the daily stress of sitting?

The body has certain primitive movement patterns that create all others - squat, lunge, bend and straighten the trunk, rotate the trunk, push and pull in both vertical and horizontal planes plus our gait (walking or running). That’s it. All of these are supposed to be done from a standing position.

About 50 years ago, when the bodybuilding scene took over as the major health past time people started looking at exercise differently. Because the focus switched from developing these primitive patterns to increasing the size of certain muscles people started to look for ways to make themselves more comfortable. They started making machines.

And just like in the Terminator these machines are here to destroy us. While their intentions were good what they have actually done is gotten us away from what our bodies were designed to do. I don’t know about you, but I don’t often have to pull myself up from out of a chair like you do in a Lat Pulldown. I don’t often have to push something very heavy away from myself while seated, like in a Chest Press. I do all those things from a standing position.

So why on earth do gyms insist on telling people that these machines are the best way to achieve “fitness”? Wikipedia describes Physical Fitness as “the body’s ability to function efficiently and effectively in work and leisure activities, to be healthy, to resist hypokinetic diseases, and to meet emergency situations. Fitness can also be divided into five categories: aerobic fitness, muscular strength, muscular endurance, flexibility, and body composition”. Given that we already know that most of daily lives and leisure activities are suppoosed to be done from a standing position, what then, are they trying to help us achieve? Are they trying to ruin our posture further? Are they trying to further subdivide our body into ever smaller parts?

Fitness is a systemic, whole body entity. It is derived from eating and drinking the way we were designed. It is gained by training the body in the manner we were born to - upright, ground based and holistically. Your body is no mere collection of assorted parts linked together randomly. It is one unit, perfect and complete. Every action, from simple pressing overhead to running flat out on broken ground requires a massive amount of sensory input, proprioception and cooperation from all the othe parts.

Treat it as a whole and perhaps it will work better for you.

So how then, can we take the above and turn it into something useful? Something that will bring about real world gains in strength, fitness, body composition and most importantly how we feel about ourselves?

The answer lies in returning to our roots somewhat. Our ancestors did things either very explosively, or very slowly - run away from the sabre tooth tiger, or walk 4 days to find new plains to hunt on. The in between was largely irrelevent. Sadly, most gyms, most Personal Trainers and most people seeking to improve their health spend too much time focusing on the in between.

Tell me how 3 sets of 12 on the Chest Press would help?

We need to spend time cultivating maximal strength, purely aerobic cardiovascular work and lastly performing some kind of hybrid strength and cardiovascular work, such as KJ’s VO2Max protocol. My next post will outline the why’s and how to’s. Your homework in the meantime is to get out of your seat and move around some more.

Saturday, April 25, 2009

Sleep Deprivation Takes Its Toll: Day 54

Evolution one – week eight

 

 

Friday, April 25, 2009

 

 

Hello Folks,

 

 

I had another long day. I ended up working out in the afternoon, which was, actually, not too bad. I am really tired though. It is almost time for me to get some sleep, so I am going to keep this pretty short. I combined my continuous training with Interval training on a bike.

 

I was hoping to talk t a little bit about a detox diet I did a few years ago, but I will save it for tomorrow. I am too tired to think right now. So I am just going to post my pictures and see you tomorrow!

 

 

Here they are…

 

 

April 25, 2009: Day 54

 

 

 

 

 

                       

Exercise: Continuous Training (chest, shoulders, abs, back, quads, hams, biceps), Interval (bike – 20 mins.)

 

           

Menu: Veggies and Protein

 

 

Until next time…

 

 

Think, Believe, Act, Achieve

 

 

Dakota

 

 

Today’s Mantra: Get sleep now.

Friday, April 24, 2009

Naughty Thoughts

Regrettably I have gained too much weight since having my last child. I have tried a few times to get back on the healthy track to no avail. Before I got pregnant, I had been eating healthily and exercising and lost quite a bit of weight. Life circumstances have changed since then, so I guess that is why I’ve found it much harder to get back on track.

Lately, however, I have found my motivation. It has been well-established that I am married. One would think that having someone around all the time, accessible to fulfill any sexual desires, would be convenient, but I have, for quite a long time, been sexually unattracted to my husband. As bad as it may seem, my motivation came with my new-found celebrity crush-Russell Brand. This is going to sound ridiculous to some people. I am extremely level-headed, but I very much enjoy entertaining the fantasies in my head. I am supposed to be going on a study abroad trip to London and Dublin at the end of the year, so my new fantasy has been that I meet up with Russell Brand and have a wild week-long love affair. Of course, I realize the chances of this happening are pretty much non-existent, but it’s fun to think about nevertheless.

Now, in my fantasy, I am not overweight. It’s become fun, really, to start losing weight in order to have sex with Russell Brand. Remember, I know this will never happen, but whatever you can do to motivate can’t hurt, as long as it’s within reason of course. Now go have a good laugh at my silliness…or perhaps try my technique out yourself. I think a fun blog would be to elaborate a bit more on these thoughts I’m entertaining, but I don’t know. I think I like keeping them to myself.

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Take me, I'm Yours. Dreams are made of this.

My previous post must have shown up on quite a few search engines, the number of views is almost triple what my regular/non-stabby posts are. I’m glad to see people heeded my warning and didn’t argue

Onto more fun things to talk about, like bridal showers! More specifically Bree’s, which was this past Saturday. It was an awesome party, and I’m basically super pumped for my own bridal shower (what? A girl can’t like presents??) haha, but seriously, I really can’t wait now. It reminded me of the big birthday parties we’d have when we were little and invited our whole class, only this time we get excited over towels and crock pots rather than barbies and hot wheels and we drink wine now instead of juice.

I wonder when exactly it was that I got super excited over getting towels as a gift. Seriously, when did I get so old?? And don’t even get me started on kitchen supplies. Justin and I practically drooled the entire time we were setting up our registry in those isles! I don’t mind the change though, and I’m pretty excited for all the wedding stuff to be over so we can concentrate on finding a house…there’s always so much to look forward to in life!

Here I am looking pretty special with the ribbon bouquet I made out of the ribbons from Bree’s gifts. I’m actually pretty proud of it, in case you couldn’t tell

May is going to be….ridiculous. Something is going on every weekend, from bachelorette parties to rehearsal dinners, to the main event. I will seriously be busy. This Saturday Justin and I are meeting my parents at the location our wedding/reception will be, my parents still haven’t seen it yet. It’s supposed to reach 83 degrees on Saturday, so we’ll be on the bike, for sure! I also have my second dress fitting at David’s Bridal at 3, I’ll be buying my veil then. I can’t wait to see everything all put together…omg.

I hope I look marginally better in my dress too. I’ve been working hard trying to lose weight and although I haven’t noticed a difference someone at work yesterday did…it really made my day! I’ve been doing the Shred every day this week, and next week I’ll be ready to move onto level two (gulp) and hopefully continue to see the numbers on the scale trickle downward. I have my own brand of motivation, and I keep it locked up in the back of my mind. Saturday cannot come soon enough, I can’t wait to have my dress on!

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Work Out

I got back to the gym tonight and it felt great!  I had a helicious day at work but was excited to blow off some steam.  I had planned on doing the boot camp class but my neck muscles are really jacked up.  I got in my car after work and turned to look behind me to back up and realized that I can’t even turn my head all the way.  My shoulders fell.  I knew I wasn’t going to be able to do the weight lifting.  I decided to come home and get on the elliptical.  Once I was home though I realized that I wasn’t going to stay on long enough or work out hard enough either.  I called a friend to see if she was up to going to the gym…she was!  So we hit the gym and did a hard 30 minutes on the ellipticals there.  Afterwards, I came home, grab my pooch and headed out for a walk.  It was a nice walk with tons of hills.  It felt great.  I’m glad I went!

I came home and made a can of tuna and ate a whole wheat matzo cracker.  I’m very proud of myself right now

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Week 4

So week 4 ended on Sunday. I weigh 149.5 still. It seems my weight has just been sitting there … which is extremely strange. I use the FitDay site to track my calories and I’m definitely at an average of 1400 and I live an active life style, so I’m surprised my weight has decided to stagnate.

On the other side of this, I’m getting those lovely comments of, “Wow, you look thinner CJ, have you lost weight?” and “How much have you lost!?” So I know I’m actually losing weight. Not just from the comments, but from how my clothes are fitting. I finally got to wear a dress I ways always terrified to wear because of my “love handles” and though you could see them a bit, they weren’t NEARLY as noticeable as before. So I’ve definitely lost fat.

So my assumption is that I’m putting on some muscle, which would make sense. I do weight training everytime I work out on my arms, legs, inner & outer thighs, abs. Then I do 25 minutes on the Elliptical and run for 7 minutes on the treadmill and then do a cooldown. Although, Friday, I actually ran for 12 minutes and then walked for 10. I enjoy running on the treadmill way more than using the elliptical. I’m going to start doing 20 minutes on the Elliptical and then 10 minutes running on the treadmill. Eventually my goal is to do 20 minutes on treadmill and 10 minutes on Elliptical + cooldown. I just don’t have it in my legs to run for 20 minutes quite yet. I think I could, but I don’t want to deal with super tired legs all day.So I’ll just keep pushing a bit past the tired point each time I run.

On Saturday I did not work out. I was a little disappointed in myself, but I never go out and I went out on Friday night … so my stomach couldn’t handle working out on Saturday. On Sunday I didn’t go to the gym, but I did work out 30 minutes on my Gazelle at home. Which doesn’t really feel like a good workout, but I think it’ll suffice.

So, I’m really not going to work with weight goals anymore because I just feel like I’ll never progress. I mean, my ultimate goal IS 125-130, but I think I’m only going to weigh myself at the end of the week and ignore it any other time. So, here is to hoping things continue to get better!

Monday, April 20, 2009

Obesity stops at home!

I’m working on marketing my cookbook, geared to having healthier meals for families.  I’ve made that abundantly obvious, right?  Well, I’ve also started to do some testing a research to see what kind of recipes for KIDS are out there.  My next cookbook will be for kids and how they can make healthy food, as well.

I was really scared by what I saw.  Emeril, Rachel Ray and a bunch of other celebrity cooks have books and recipes for kids out there.  You know what the recipes have in them?  Sugar, candy, butter, white bread….can you believe it?  I was astounded!  It’s no WONDER 2/3 of the nation’s kids are obese!

I mean, I  like the occasional piece of chocolate just like the next person, but kids, expecially between the ages of 5 and 14, don’t pay attention to what they eat and the only people who can set examples are parents.  When they buy cookbooks for kids that have these kinds of recipes in them, we’re promoting poor eating habits, sugar addiction and the potential for diabetes, heart disease and Metabolic X syndrome.

I’m excited about putting out this next cookbook.  It might take a while, as I have to find kids to test it on, but if I can make recipes that are healthy, fun, easy and tasty hopefully more parents will appreciate the importance of starting their kids on healthy eating habits at a young age.

Talk to you later.

Rona

Sunday, April 19, 2009

4/18/2009

So today was a pretty active day for me.  I went to self-defense class with my sister, did my TaeBo work out (today was Transformation), and played tennis for an hour with my husband.  For breakfast I had a whole wheat english muffin with just a little bit of butter and raspberry jam.  My sister talked me into buying her TacoBell for lunch though and I ended up having a crunchwrap supreme combo with a raspberry sweet tea.  I had a mini butterfinger egg when I got home, and a slice of honeydew melon when my husband and I got back from playing tennis.  For dinner we had lemon chicken, sugar snap peas that I sauteed in sundried tomato salad dressing, and a corn bread muffin with tea.

Saturday, April 18, 2009

The best Fat Burning Exercises

I often read on websites and bootcamp advertising, that you will get a fat burning exercise routine that burns fat faster and better etc etc. So I want to put together the ultimate fat burning workout, 8 exercises that will work your body to deliver simply the best fat burning ever.

so what are your top 8 fat burning exercises? Obviously I will share the results with all the responders, so we can all share in each others knowledge, and build the ultimate fat burning exercise program.

My starters are Squat to dumbell press, Step ups, walking lunges, Burpees (although these are not recommended by some training institutions due to stress on the knees) kettlebell swings, skipping, push ups, deadlifts.

A leaner, toner me.

A couple of friends and I have decided to blog about our attempts to eat healthier, and exercise more.  At 5′3, 155 lbs I’m not sure that I’m not sure that I need to loose weight, so much as tone what I have.  Although, every BMI I take seems to think I’m over-weight.  I do admit that I have a fairly poor body image, due to the fact that for the majority of my life I weighed around 100lbs.  It would be an understatement to say that I look in the mirror and hate what I see, even though everyone I know tells me I look fine.  I’ve started eating healthy foods, and using work-out videos regularly.  This section of my blog will be used to monitor my progress, and as a reality check to myself when I go off plan.  I’ll try to post here daily.

Friday, April 17, 2009

Recap Day 11 Thursday April 16th 2009

Calories: Goal: Between 1330-1680

Consumed: 1488

Water : Goal: 8 Cups

Consumed: 9 Cups

Exercise:

I honestly don’t think my body is ready for c25k yet I need to work up to it a bit more and be able to walk when i need to. I did however go to the gym for 45 minutes and walk/jogged the whole time. I really got into the groove with some good songs and busted my ass. I have never sweat that much at the gym. My legs are sore today (Friday) and i feel like i really accomplished a good workout! Kept heartrate above 150 the whole time, and burned about 400 calories!

Fitting Into My Old Clothes...Victory!!!!

Here is the photo of the blouse I hadn’t been able to wear for like 2 years! I remember trying this on at one point, and I wasn’t really able to get my arms in… and the buttons… well, they didn’t do their job very well.

And THIS MORNING……………..

IT FIT!!! I apologize for the bad photo quality. This was taken on an iphone in my bathroom. lol For some reason my middle finger looks really fat, but it’s not… just blur

Thursday, April 16, 2009

Myth About Crunches and Belly Fat

Whether your goal is to look like an iron man or simply (and more realistically) to shape up, get a flat stomach and improve your overall health, there are a lot of myths and misconceptions that can get in your way. It’s time to separate fact from fiction to help get the best results.

Myth: Crunches will get rid of my jelly-belly.

Reality: Everyone stores extra weight differently, but the gut is one of the most common problem areas for men. Even if you do a gazillion stomach crunches and sit-ups, you won’t burn enough calories to lose the fat around your middle and see the muscles you’ve built up underneath. To get flatter, more defined abs, you need to cut calories and add more overall exercise. Stick to a low-fat diet of lean protein and healthy carbs while doing a combination of cardio and strength-training. But keep in mind that you still need to do some stomach exercises.

...so, this is what it's like when you...

…work SO VERY HARD, and get rewarded for it!

THIS my friends, is what keeps me going!!! I got measured tonight… and I will every 2 weeks.  Results?  Yeah! See below!  The first number’s are my measurements on 3/30 (my first day with Snap) and the second numbers are my measurements today on 4/15 after TWO weeks of kicking butt… and the third number is the total lost, comparing my last measurement.  All numbers are in inches.

                 

Neck:  16.5 - 16  = -.5 

Shoulder:  44 - 45 = +1

Chest: 50.75 - 49.5 = -.75

Mid: 46.25 - 42.5 = -3.75 (!!!!!)

Waist: 44.5 - 42.5 = -2

Abs: 49 - 46.5 = -2.5

Hips: 47 - 44.5 = -2.5

Thighs: 26.25 - 25 = -1.25 x 2 (for 2 thighs) = -2.5

Knees: 20 - 18.25 = -1.75 x 2 (for 2 knees) = -3.5

Calves: 17.75 - 17.25 = -.5 x 2 (for 2 calves) = -1

Ankle: 10.25 - 10.25 = -0-

Bicep: 15.25 - 14.5 = -.75 x 2 (for 2 biceps) = -1.5

Forearm: 11.5 - 11.25 = -.25 x 2 (for 2 forearms) = -.5

Total Inches Lost for 1st Measurement: 21…TWENTY ONE! TWO-ONE!

Weight: 246.2 - 235.8 = -10.4 in 2 Weeks! 5.2 lb loss per week. Although I LOVE seeing 5.2 loss per week, I don’t want it to continue at this rate, I want it to come off so it STAYS off!

Body Fat %: 40.4 - 40.1 = -.3 loss in BF in 2 weeks!

Fat Weight: 99.4 - 94.5 = -5.0 lb loss of actual fat = 5 pounds of butter!

Lean Weight: 146.8 - 141.3 = -5.0 lb loss of lean weight = With a 10.4 lb loss in the last 2 weeks, this means I have gained +5 lbs in GOOD lean muscle! Yay!

Activity Level: 10 - 11.5 = +1.5 which means, my starting activity level was sedentary (10) and it has now increased to 11.5 which is activity 3-4 nights per week. Ya!

Metabolic Rate: 1468 - 1624 = +156 more calories every day that I’m burning now that I’ve started to be more physical!

I cannot even tell you how thrilled and happy I was with seeing that many inches lost, and lost in every part of my body. That tells me that I am doing something right, I’m losing EVERYWHERE! I also like looking at the Lean Weight Loss/Gain and BodyFat %, etc and the Metabolic Rate. This is all so very interesting, and REWARDING! I am SO proud, and SO happy that I am finally treating my body like it should be treated.

When I had my coaching tonight with Kari, the owner, she mentioned to me that she would like me to be her poster child, with my motivation and dedication, and positive attitude… I could inspire a lot of people. I know what type of inspiration I want to see, or what inspires ME… and I like to take that, turn that around and do my absolute best at inspiring YOU, because that KEEPS me inspired. It’s a thing that just keeps giving, and giving, and giving.

Proud of myself; I cannot even begin to tell you what that word means to me… and how it makes a person feel.

“You have failed only when you quit trying. Until then, you’re still in the act of progression. So, never quit trying and you’ll never be a failure.” ~Tommy Kelley

“My life tomorrow will be the result of my attitudes and the choices I make today.”

“Never give up on a dream just because of the length of time it will take to accomplish it. The time will pass anyway.”

Success is not a race, be patient.

Success leads to success.

Success is always a work in progress.

Success doesn’t come to you, you go to it.

Success is a journey, not a destination. Focus on the process.

Some people dream about success… while others wake up and work hard at it.

Success is achieved and maintained by those who try-and keep trying.

Everyday is a good day to SUCCEED!

If at first you don’t succeed-try, try again

What’s your excuse? If you have an excuse right now that you cannot lose weight, or that you cannot workout or get physical activity, or you have have no idea to start-so you don’t……but…guess what? NON of your excuses are good enough, notta, none! You know why I know that those excuses aren’t good enough? Because I’ve been there… I’ve been RIGHT WHERE YOU ARE! I’ve told myself over and over and over again, ALL of my life… “I’m starting on Monday, I really am starting on Monday this time, I’m serious.” I bet you and I both know what I did, and that wasn’t “starting on Monday”. I’m not hurting annnnnnnyone else but MYSELF… do you like hurting yourself? Do you like every single day abusing your body? I bet you don’t… and you don’t have to. Why keep cheating your body and life out of something so amazing…

So tell me again… what’s your excuse?

“In addition to increased risk of health conditions, nearly 300,000 Americans die unnecessarily each year due to obesity-related health problems and obese people die younger than normal-weight people.” -I found this blurb here.

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Metabolism and Weight Loss - What You Need to Know

Yuri Elkaim, BPHE, CK, RHN

Click Here to visit his WEB-site!

Your metabolism is important in the weight loss equation because it represents 60-75% of your total caloric expenditure each and every day. Metabolism is proportional to your fat-free mass (ie. muscle), and after age 20 it decreases by about 2-3% per decade. In general, women tend to have a lower metabolism due to lower fat-free mass.

Your resting metabolism is the rate of energy expenditure that your body goes through at rest. It is the number of calories your body needs to survive if all you did was lie in bed.

For each 1% increase in body fatness, your metabolism decreases about 0.01 calories/minute. Thus, simply by having more fat on your body decreases your basal metabolic rate. Conversely, doing things that will burn fat and promote muscle development will increase your metabolism.

While this change may seem like no big deal, it is! This small difference can become much more meaningful if you progressively pack on weight. For example, a 5% increase in body fat at the same body weight results in a difference of 0.05 calories/minute, which is equal to 72 calories/day.

Since 3500 calories equals 1 lb of fat, in our example, it would take 48 days to add on one extra pound of fat (everything being equal). That might not seem like much but over the course of 1 year that would be an extra 7 lbs of fat just because of an initial 5% body fat difference. But it would actually be more than 7 lbs since your body fat would increase as you continued to pack on the weight.

METABOLISM IS ALSO INFLUENCED BY…

Fat-free mass is not the only factor influencing your metabolism. Since the early 1900s researchers have shown that prolonged dieting is associated with a significant decrease in metabolic rate (as much as 20% in some cases). For example, the famous Minnesota Starvation Experiment where caloric intake was restricted by 25% over the course of 24-weeks revealed that, per kg of bodyweight, metabolic rate is reduced on a semi-starved diet. The researchers also showed that T3 (one of the thyroid hormones) and sympathetic nervous system activity decreased as well.

The latter two findings are rather significant considering that thyroid is the master gland regulating your body’s metabolism. A decrease in its function makes it more difficult to lose weight. I have seen this in practice having worked with hundreds of men and women who suffer from an underactive thyroid who at the same time, have had a very tough time losing weight.

The sympathetic nervous system plays a pivotal role in the body’s ability to mobilize and burn fat. Since it stimulates the release of adrenaline from the adrenal glands, a hormone that breaks down fat, any interruption to its functioning will also impair fat burning.

What these “starvation” studies reveal is that during prolonged periods of low caloric intake, the energy production of the tissues decreases in an attempt to adapt to the lower caloric intake and reduce the rate of weight loss. It’s simply a survival mechanism. Obviously, this is an appropriate adaptation in periods of starvation, but it is counterproductive if your goal is to lose weight fast and for good.

IS YOUR METABOLISM DOOMED?

Your metabolism is also responsive to periods of over-feeding. In one dieting experiment, when the subjects were allowed a day of “free eating”, their metabolism was elevated on the following day. Further, in long-term (14-20 days) overfeeding to cause obesity, increases in metabolic rate have been recorded.

This would seem counter-intuitive. After all, if your metabolic rate increases wouldn’t it help you lose weight? In most cases, yes, but not if eating to a point of creating a dramatic positive energy balance.

In essence, during the dynamic phase of weight gain (going from a lower to higher weight), more calories are required per kg of body to maintain the weight gain than maintain normal body weight. This is obvious and it’s also one of the reasons why you may feel hungrier when you are more active.

DOES EXERCISE IMPROVE METABOLISM?

Studies have shown that trained individuals have a higher metabolic rate than untrained individuals - but only when they did high intensity workouts and consumed sufficient calories to maintain energy balance. This suggests that the higher metabolic rate in trained individuals is not due to chronic adaptations associated with training, but more to do with the acute energy flux associated with the most recent workouts and dietary choices.

There is no doubt that your metabolic rate is elevated following exercise. The questions relate to how much and how long it is elevated, and to what extent it contributes to total daily energy expenditure.

It may be said, in the long run, daily exercise is needed to maintain an elevated metabolism. However, it should be remembered that what you do today will potentially have a greater “short term” impact on your metabolism than your combined workout efforts over the past few years. Just another reason why working out at least every other day is imperative for maintaining an elevated metabolism and helping you lose weight and stay lean!

References:

Benedict, F. et al. (1919). Human Vitality and Efficiency Under Prolonged Restricted Diet. Washington, DC. The Carnegie Institute of Washington.

Keys, A. et al. (1950). The Biology of Human Starvation. Volume 1. Minneapolis: The University of Minnesota Press.

About the Author

Yuri Elkaim is a world-renowned fitness, nutrition, and weight loss expert. He is the creator Fitter U and Treadmill Trainer, author of Eating for Energy, and the Head Strength and Conditioning Coach for men’s soccer program at the University of Toronto. His trademarked 12-week Fitter U iPod workout program has been helping thousands of people around the world get in shape and lose weight fast without the cost and inconvenience of hiring a trainer. Click Here now to get your FREE Fitter U workout and “How to Get Fit and Lose Weight Fast” report!

Secret Stepping Stones Coaching Program Launches April 15th!

We’re all set to launch the new Learn2Balance monthly coaching program tomorrow.  This exciting new program is for eating disorders, weight management and stress management. If you suffer from bulimia, anorexia, binge eating, yo-yo dieting, obesity or are stressed out–a student or in your forties you will want to check out this program.

Many of the most successful people we all know have coaches. Tiger Woods, Bill Gates, even Oprah! And why not? What better way to propel yourself to success than learning from someone who has already developed a program for doing what you want to do? Someone who knows the ropes, can speak from life experience and has a wealth of knowledge to share. With a great coaching program you can save both time and money from experimenting the hard way through trial and error.  You can shorten your learning curve and leverage programs that have been used successfully by others.

The Secret Stepping Stones program will lead you to discovery and self-empowerment. Each month members will receive

  • Learn2Balance affirmation/intention cards
  • Hot Pastry Principles Tip Sheet
  • Link to listen to the monthly Stories of Personal Empowerment. Interviews with inspirational people who have overcome eating disorders, weight issues and more
  • FREE 60 minute coaching call, including Q&A with yours truly, and
  • One Hot Pastry Principle Recipe from my upcoming cookbook

There are two levels to choose from: Amethyst and Sapphire. Both are available for a very low monthly investment.

What better way to start on your path to improvement that taking a journey across the Secret Stepping Stones? Learn More 

In peace, balance and health,

Lori

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Day 2 Report

I awoke this morning to the strangest sensation. What is that? I wondered, sleepily. Uh, I think that’s… hunger, I replied. Hunger! I was actually hungry, and it was first thing in the morning! I don’t remember the last time that happened. It’s probably because I didn’t snack all night in front of the TV, and because I fell into bed, exhausted, at about ten o’clock last night. When I had breakfast today, I was actually breaking a fast. Hmm. So that’s what that means!

After breakfast, I took Poppet on the bus to school, and instead of heading straight for the nearest cafe and lingering over a hot chocolate or a Chai tea, alongside a muffin or a croissant, I instead walked the half hour home. I had already eaten! When I arrived, I didn’t sit down, I didn’t turn on the television or grab my book. Instead, I went back down to the Art Room and spent a very productive hour taking down old pictures and posters, archiving them, and then putting up some newer efforts from the artists in residence.

Then I went for a swim. I set my alarm for twenty minutes, and vowed to make myself move that whole time. The only resting I allowed myself was some floating on my back… When teaching the girls the principles of floating, I realised that it actually kind of requires some effort. “Bottom up, stomach in” is what I told them, and, you know, I could feel the strain in both bottom and stomach. Who knew?

Then I headed back to school to pick up Poppet, whose half-day was over. Took the car. I had earned it. We brought back with us one of my best friends (let’s call her Prada) and the 3 year-old who lives at her house, and who goes to school with Poppet (let’s call him Buddy).

Prada is fun, funny and fabulous, the kind of girl who can make any kind of prosaic activity an occasion. She is stylish and self-absorbed and a total bitch, and I love her completely. She will say things that literally make me gasp in horror, like how she hates ugly people, but will also make me laugh and laugh with her egocentric silliness. She’s not, perhaps, the sharpest eyebrow pencil in the make-up case, but she is endlessly entertaining. And she puts up with me and my many, many foibles! For that, I can forgive a lot in a person.

Anyway, Prada brought over with her not only the ever-delightful Buddy, but also a large packet of Salt and Vinegar Chips. These, she brought out with an almost impish delight, as though they were the rarest of treats. She hid them from the children, but as soon as they ran off to perform some high-octane destruction of the Play Room, she opened them up. And I, of course, not wanting to be rude, reached my hand right on in.

This might be an opportune moment to mention the small matter of food. Or, perhaps, not so small matter. This is a diet, after all. And here is the Broken Heart Diet Food Philosophy:

  1. I will eat healthily, as much as is practicable, according to the Food Pyramid
  2. I will eat small amounts often, and not allow myself to get so hungry I binge on snacks
  3. I will stop eating when I am full, and not when all the food is gone
  4. I will use smaller plates and bowls
  5. I will replace all sugary cold drinks with water, and sugary hot drinks with herbal tea
  6. I will not stand in front of the refrigerator, grazing on whatever I find therein
  7.  Ditto the pantry
  8. I will not eat within two hours of my proposed bedtime
  9. I will not buy for myself any food that could be classified as “junk” (however, I am allowed to accept gifts of said junk, if they are presented to me, within reason).
  10. When I am on holidays or a big night out, all bets are off.

Now, this Chip Incident falls under the sixth by-law of the BHDFP, and so it was okay that I dove right in. What is notokay is that I kept right on doing it. I needed to stop myself. I needed to slow myself down. Because often what happens is yummy food is put in front of me, and I eat it ’cause it’s there, not because I really want it, or even like it all that much. In this case, I both wanted and liked those chips, but a thought occurred to me: Prada loves chips like I do, eats them all the time, in fact, and she does not have any kind of weight trouble. But, also, I have never seen her actually finish a bag. She’ll buy them, or I will, and we’ll share them like gleeful kids who have received a special treat in their lunchboxes, but it is always me who keeps going right to the bottom of the bag. Or when we go to the movies, we’ll get popcorn, but Prada will stop eating it a quarter of the way through the film, and I’ll keep going… again, to the bottom. Hmmm. I wonder what would happen, how many calories I would save, if I just… stopped. Stopped when Prada does.

So I did! I stopped, and there was still a third of the package left. Which means, and assuming an equal rate of consumption (which I am – Prada is a machine when she’s going for it), I ate approximately 70g of chips, where usually I would have eaten double that. So I am calling this a win!

Prada and Buddy left a while later, but not before I had discovered another new thing. There is a swing set in our backyard, and I am always happy to let the children have a go, and I’ll give them a little push, a couple of minutes at best, before giving up on it and suggesting they push themselves. Little legs can do it, but they only last so long before they’re done, and we can head on inside. Today, however, I stayed the course. Pushing a swing – or two swings, in tandem – feels like it must be pretty good for the arms, shoulders and back. At least, I certainly felt like it must be, after twenty minutes of it. Mental note: must take Poppet to school ten minutes early to push her on the big swing there. Bet it’s an even better workout.

Of course, the day was not over. Pumpkin got home from school, and I took both girls to the Art Room. We practiced our writing and our reading and our letters and our numbers, and played School… but, most importantly, I did all of this while moving around constantly the whole while. Getting up and down from the teeny-person chairs at the art table, reaching up and leaning down for more supplies, bending over to pick up dropped pencils and discarded pieces of paper—it all felt very good. Very… active. Especially during an indoor activity that is anything but.

Now, it is ten o’clock at night, and I am so very, very weary. So very, very ready for bed. And so very, very pleased with myself.

It was a good day.

Food Report:

  • Breakfast, 7:45 AM:Yakult Light, one piece of wholewheat peanut butter toast, apple
  • Snack, 10:00 AM: Banana, glass of soy milk, small handful of dried fruit
  • Lunch, 1:00 PM: Minestrone soup
  • Snack, 2:30 PM: 70g potato chips (!), plum
  • Dinner, 5:30 PM: Green Vegetable Curry with brown rice, handful of grapes
  • Supper, 8:00 PM: Glass of skim milk, one Fig Newton

Injury Report: None to speak of; muscle injury of yesterday still slightly tender.

 

Mood Report:

I feel like I did a lot to help my body today, in a very natural way, and that makes me feel quite good. Even the Chip Incident had a positive outcome. I came to several realisations today, had several epiphanies, and I really believe that this is something I can do, and can continue to do for as long as it takes.

That Damned Man is going to be so sorry.

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Monday, April 13, 2009

What is Acceptable Human Beauty? - A Mummy Tummy Post

I’ve been part of several conversations lately about the way I look, and I have decided to post at least a few times this week about those conversations.  I have lost quite a bit of weight.  My stomach is flatter than it has ever been in my life.  I wear a size that it literally shocked me to buy when I had to shop for clothes recently.  I had to convince myself to buy the size that fit me and what I was seeing wasn’t a mirage.  I have never before in my life been this size.  Yes, I’ve lost weight before, but never like this.  This has been a different experience.  So, in my recent public appearances I’ve been asked a lot of questions about how I lost it, am I eating, and do I exercise.  There has also been compliments that were followed up by an interesting statement that brought up something I’ve been dealing with for quite sometime - my mummy tummy.

I’ve had women say “oh, you look so good” and follow it up with “you don’t need to lose anymore though”.  They will ask if I am sure I eat enough.  The thing is, if thin is beautiful, why worry about the other.  I am not really trying to lose weight.  It has just happened as the result of my achieving other goals in my life.  The first one was I wanted to exercise at least five days a week.  I like feeling strong and fit no matter how much weight I’m carrying.  I enjoy exercise.  It makes me a happier person.  The second goal was to make my family’s diet as healthy as possible.  I did this first by moving us to a whole foods diet, and have since incorporated much of the ideas set forth by the Traditional Foods way of eating.  That is all I have done.  I never said I’m going to eat this much food, counted calories or fat grams, nor have I had a certain weight I wanted to achieve by a certain date.  I had healthy goals.  It wasn’t a fad diet, some new pill, or an exercise plan that made me miserable.

Since the birth of my second child I’ve been dealing with several scars.  These scars are physically noticeable when I am not clothed and are hard for me to look at.  One of these scars, I cannot even touch.  That is the scar left from my c-sections.  The reminder of the naivety with which I went into my first birth experience.  The betrayed trust of a woman taking care of another woman.  The reminder that I didn’t get my VBAC (vaginal birth after cesearean).  That despite what I did achieve with my second birth, I still needed a doctor to take my baby from my womb.  I have healed so much from the hurt this left in me, but that scar will always make me turn my head.  It isn’t natural.

The other scar is my entire lower stomach.  This scar is natural and one I should easily be able to embrace.  My mummy tummy was left to me after carrying a 22 inch, 11 pound infant for 41 weeks and 6 days.  I was not lucky enough to inherit resilient skin.  I won’t describe it here or post a picture.  My mummy tummy is between me and… uh… me.  I have witnessed on television women getting tummy tucks that I didn’t understand when comparing them with me.  I had never even considered that I would ever say that if I had the money I might consider cosmetic surgery.  Yes, I’m saying I have fancied the thought.  Me… a tomboy naturalist.

So, here I am wearing a size I still can’t believe I can fit into, and I’m hoping one day I will find my belly beautiful the way it is.  It carried my child.  It did exactly what it was supposed to do.  I’ve never been someone to show my naked stomach in public.  I’m not going to miss a bikini.  A close woman to me has a husband who calls her stretchmarks the roadmaps to their babies.  How sweet!  I wish I could see my stomach that way.  I wish I could embrace the beauty that the story behind it holds.  I wish I could not always have that little fear in the back of my head that those who do see it will find it as ugly as I do.

That leaves me with the question - What is acceptable human beauty?  I know my mind has been programmed to see stomachs that are flawless as beautiful when it comes to naked body beauty.  In faces, I look for quirks, uniqueness, not the him or her next door look.  Like… my sister Ariana, Johnny Depp, my hubby, and Oprah Winfrey.  I’ve never been one to obsess about my weight or anyone else’s and didn’t equate thin with beauty in every case.  But, a change in a body part that had before always looked consistent.  It has been hard to accept.  Man, this post is hard to write… I can’t even believe I’m putting this out in cyberspace for whoever to read.  But, it’s truth.  It’s part of it.  I will wonder how many expectant mamas will read this post and hope with all they got that their bellies show no sign of their pregnancy.  I will wonder how many other mamas are commiserating with me.  I will wonder how many mamas have learned to see their changed body as beauty.  I want to find a way to live with what I have, to look at what I have achieved with my health, and see beauty.

Goal: Reached!

So I was pretty excited when yesterday I weighed myself and saw I lost 10 lbs. It’s been a little over a month since a made the goal, but at least I’m losing something! I’m excited about that. I also got an advertisement for Weight Watchers in the mail yesterday. Does anyone have any opinions on the program? When I used to go, I went with a friend. That made everything kind of competitive. I kind of wish I still went. Does anyone else use Weight Watchers? Alone or with a friend? I should really find someone who would want to go to a program with me. Or at least try and lose weight with me. But I’m happy I’m losing weight!

Sunday, April 12, 2009

already doing badly

Day 10: 

Food:

- cheese sandwich

- mushroom pasta salad

- spinach and ricotta canneloni 

- can of pepsi

Exercise: working for 6 hours

 

Day 11:

Food:

- 2 cheese sandwiches

- 3 bowls pasta salad

- veggie lasagna 

- 1 tin pepsi, 1 bottle cider

Exercise: working for 14 hours

 

Ugh, I was at work all day yesterday, from 12 pm till 2 am … and I ate a lot. I need to get back on track starting today and come up with a plan for next week so that I can hopefully lose some more weight!

Saturday, April 11, 2009

Top Five Medical Reasons To Consider Weight-Loss Surgery

From the FMS Global News Desk of Jeanne Hambleton (UK)

Courtesy Baylor Health Care System, Newswire.com

Newswise

While improving your self-esteem and lowering your pants size are significant benefits of weight-loss surgery, the health benefits can be dramatic. Nick Nicholson, M.D., weight loss surgeon on the medical staff at Baylor Regional Medical Center at Plano, explains how the surgery can actually improve certain health conditions.

Reversal of Type 2 diabetes –

“Because obesity is the primary risk factor for Type 2 diabetes, weight-loss surgery can have a profound impact on the condition,” says Dr. Nicholson. Published in the March 2009 issue of The American Journal of Medicine, a study revealed that 82 percent of patients who had weight-loss surgery reversed their diabetes in less than two years, and 62 percent remained diabetes free two years following surgery.

Improved fertility

Although most obese women are not infertile, according to the American Society for Reproductive Medicine, ovulatory functions and pregnancy rates frequently improve significantly after weight loss in obese women.

Improvement or elimination of hypertension

A study published in the Journal of the American Medical Association in 2004 stated that hypertension was eliminated in 61.7 percent of weight-loss surgery patients and significantly improved in 78.5 percent of patients.

Easing of joint pain

Weight-loss surgery can ease the pain caused by the stress of extra weight on joints; a 2004 study showed the number of painful joints and other painful areas reported by the obese adults in the study was cut in half six to 12 months after weight-loss surgery. Plus, researchers in Austria have found that weight-loss surgery can help resolve the chronic inflammation associated with rheumatoid arthritis.

Increased longevity

Studies at the University of Alabama in Birmingham and at the Erasmus Medical Center in the Netherlands conclude that obesity can cut a person’s life span by up to 20 years. Researchers with the Pennington Biomedical Research Center have found that weight-loss surgery for severely obese patients appears to decrease overall mortality.

“Partnered with improved quality of life, the medical benefits of weight-loss surgery can’t be taken lightly; the surgery can truly lead to greater physical and emotional health and wellness,” adds Dr. Nicholson.

For more information about Baylor Regional Medical Center at Plano, visit www.BaylorHealth.com/Plano.

(http://www.newswise.com/articles/view/551031/?sc=dwhn)

Back in the saddle

My foot is finally starting to feel better.  I went to a chiropractor on Wednesday and he said my back was out of alignment which may be pinching a nerve that was causing pain in my foot.  I don’t know how much good he did because my foot was already not as bad but I really liked it that he told me to take a long walk that night.  I walked a slow pace for an hour that night.  Thursday morning I woke up and went a little bit faster with a little incline to it and tonight I stepped it up a little more.  Don’t know when I’m going to try to run but at least I got a good sweat tonight.  I don’t expect that I lost any weight this week and maybe gained a pound or two.  But I’m still on the right track and will keep striving for my goals at a healthy pace. 

Tonight I had a chance to go bowling with a few friends right after work and really thought out how I was going to handle the eating part of it.  I back a few extra graham crackers and a 100 cal snack to eat right before we left from work and then I knew that would hold me over til I could come home to have a yogurt.  The bowling was fun.  First time in 5 years and I got a 140.  It was a going away get together for a guy who is leaving our department.  Great to do a quasi-physical activity.  

On the way home I drove by a gas station and took in my feelings of that moment.  Gas stations used to have a powerful hold on me.  There were different times in my life when I would make numerous stops there during the week to grab a pop or two, a bag of Cool Ranch Doritos, and a bag of M&M’s.  They were a comfort food to hide me from my insecurities and hurt that I would feel.  I saw that gas station tonight and that hold is gone.  The temptation is still there but the hold is gone.  I’ve gained more confidence in myself through my job, through my relationships, through the building of our house, through my exercising, and through my family.  The things in that gas station are now what they are.  Unhealthy foods that get in the way of where I want to be physically in my life.  No more messing around with them.

Breakfast

Bowl of Cheerios and green tea

Early lunch

Tuna sandwich, carrots, celery, an apple, one graham cracker, a few soy nuts and almonds

Late lunch

Tuna sandwich, carrots, celery, one 100 calorie fudge covered graham crackers, a few soy nuts and almonds

Dinner

3 graham crackers, a bowl of cheerios, 100 calorie ritz mix snack

Later

yogurt with granola

Friday, April 10, 2009

Ask the Trainer: Is walking enough?

Question: Hi, I am a 54 year old woman. In the past few years I have gained some extra weight and have recently begun a walking program. Do you believe that walking is enough for someone in my situation?

Answer: As with many of these questions, there is not a  clear cut answer. Much of the answer lies in what your goals and capabilities are. In general, I absolutely recommend walking. From an activity and a psychological perspective, walking is great. For many of us, our surroundings are made for us to be lazy. We tend to lead very sedentary lives and walking is an activity that gets lost on many people. For many people, a 2-3 mile walk is a daunting task and it is much easier to take a cab, train, car or bus instead of the walk. So, I would definitely recommend anybody increase the amount of walking they do. It keeps you active, moving and also has psychological benefits. Making the decision to walk , either as an alternative to other modes of transportation or just as an activity, usually carries over to other things. You may find yourself taking stairs more often, preparing your own meals, getting up to change channels and choosing other, more active alternatives throughout the day.

Things get a little more cloudy when it comes to walking as a means of achieving results. Walking can be great for someone who is rehabbing an leg injury. It can also be good for an otherwise very sedentary adult with health problems. As great as walking can be, if weight loss is your goal, it may not be the most effective means of achieving that goal. A combination of a healthy diet and exercise are the components needed to lose weight. If the weight loss goal is small (3-10lbs) then the diet in combination with walking may be enough. For a weight loss goal of more than 10lbs, walking is not likely to be enough exercise. On average, walking will burn approximately 150-250 calories per hour. This may not be enough for someone looking to lose a significant amount of weight when compared to other forms of exercise:

Activity                                            calories/ hour

Running (moderate)                    530-630

Running (heavy)                        800-1200

Cycling (moderate)                    450-600

Weight lifting (moderate)       200-400

In addition to burning more calories, more intense exercise will increase the metabolism in a way that you are burning more calories, post exercise for up to 2 hours after the workout. More intense exercise is also important for the heart and developing the cardiovascular system and walking will likely not help in this area unless the person is severely deconditioned.

When it comes to using walking as a form of exercise, we get a mixed bag. While there are definitely benefits to increasing the amount of walking you do, it’s not a replacement for vigorous exercise especially if there is a specific weight loss goal.

Please feel free to comment. Thanks for reading.

Getting Back on Track

Well, it’s been several months since I began my year of changes and my weight loss journey. I’m sad to say that I have slipped off the wagon and from the looks of my blog, I have not been the active blogger I had hoped I would be. To get my butt back in gear on blogging, I have joined ProBlogger’s 31 Days to Build a Better Blog Project that just started on Monday, so I now have homework everyday for 31 days!

To get back on track with my weight loss goal, I will be taking the following steps:

  1. Home cardio machine - After several months of research and finally looking at some local stores, we have finally purchased our home cardio machine…an elliptical trainer! A local store had the Schwin 460 Elliptical which was a bit intimidating. Once I saw all the cool features, I knew this was the right cardio machine for us. Amazon.com had a great deal on this item. I got a 2 year extended warranty, free shipping and no tax, all for about $40 less than the sticker price at our local store! The elliptical was delivered last Friday and is currently sitting in the garage since the delivery guy didn’t want to try and get it up a few stairs into my house. So that’s something that will be assembled soon to get me back on track.
  2. Other Exercise Options - In hopes to not get burned out on exercising, I will also get back to my daily Wii Fit Body Test. I recently purchased the My Fitness Coach for the Wii and completed my profile, which was quiet a task. I have done a couple of workouts and so far I’m enjoying it.
  3. Diet/Change of Lifestyle Plan - I need to do some research on various diets and would like to find one where there are no forbidden foods and that is more like a lifestyle change instead of diet. Weight Watchers is along these lines and it seems like the Zone Diet might be another option. I hope to have this decided in the next few days…a week at most.
  4. Meal Planning - I have purchased a great recipe management program called MacGourmet that makes it real easy to create a meal plan from a library of recipes and then creates a shopping list. An iPhone app is also available to compliment this desktop application by letting you sync to your computer. This allows you to have your meal plan and shopping list at the palm of your hand. Now, I just need to find some time to get some more healthy recipes added

Are you also trying to lose weight? If so, what steps are you taking to stay on track?  If you have been successful at losing weight, please feel free to share your ideas. I can use all the help and encouragement I can get.

Thursday, April 9, 2009

Exercise Started

Well I still haven’t lost any weight this week but I did finally make it to the gym last night.  I went to sign up for my personal trainer, and well, long story short, it’s gonna take another week just to get going with that!  Ridiculous.  So I’m gonna pass that for now and just do it on my own, since I am anyway.  I’ve already got all my classes lined up so that’s helpful.  After about a month of the cardio, I’ll start incorporating weights, maybe then I’ll get the trainer.  For now, I think I’ll be fine on my own.

My body is sore from last night.  Not unbearable sore just that I can feel I actually moved.  I felt really great while I was there last night.  I did 30 minutes on the elliptical and then a half an hour in an intense yoga class.  Tonight I’m going for a boot camp class that will no doubt kick my ass and have me running and screaming as I leave the class early ahahaha.  Mike gave me this power stuff to drink that helps keep your muscles going when you work out, I’ll take it before I leave.

Oh and my eating is going pretty damn well.  This morning I had two scrambled eggs, two pieces of turkey bacon, and a cup of sugar free hot cocoa.  I’ll be having a plain turkey dog (no bun) and green beans for lunch and then for dinner I’m making turkey chili.  I’m also gonna continue to try extra hard to drink my water.  I did good yesterday and got in about 44 oz.

How It Feels to Lose 15 Pounds

If you haven’t yet noticed, I decided to take some more Weight Loss Photos last night, and post them in their respective section of this blog. Honestly, I didn’t see much of a difference in the way I looked after my first 15 lb loss on Medifast. I mean, my clothes felt like they fit a bit better, and I didn’t feel heavy and bloated like when I eat “bad” food, but that’s about it.  That is, until I took a closer look at the photos. Now weighing in at about 225 (as of this Monday), I noticed my stomach looked smaller, and I even took a picture of my face (for my own purposes), from the front and side views, and am noticing that my other chin is already dissapearing, from both views! This just may be the beginning of a new jawline! I haven’t seen that thing in a few years!

Holy Crap, I’m REALLY Shrinking!

If you read a few posts back, you’ll see that yesterday was a pretty tough day for me. Other people on Medifast have told me that they have their bad days, as well as their good days. Most seem to have more good days than bad days. Today went much better. I tossed in a few more carbs into last night’s Lean and Green meal, and felt much more in control of my cravings and hunger today. The Medifast Rage subsided, and all was peaceful in the household today. Also… no headache! Praise the Lord! WOOHOO!

The emotional aspect of losing 15 lbs is probably much greater than what the eye can see. I’ve really dealt with a lot of issues that I had for eating what I was eating. My eating habits were careless, and I often ate to treat myself, to cure stress,  or simply ate the wrong things because I didn’t have anything else to do, or anywhere else to go. Eating out seemed to be the only thing my husband and I ever did together, and I didn’t want to ruin it.  We’re still working on trying to come up with other activities that we can do together, but have since filled this void with a lot of nothing. I will say that at the end of the month, we were surprised at how much money we had saved by not eating out, or having Starbucks like everyday.

Being On Medifast Has Saved us a LOT of money!

Food as long been thought of as a social thing, and I am determined to take that aspect away from food. At least for now. I’m determined to find new things to do to fill the time or “experience” that food used to provide.  Losing 15 lbs on a diet as strict, but simple, as Medifast has also taught me that I need to really focus on MYSELF first. Being self-employed, I focused on a million other things, and I always came last. I feel like for the first time in a LONG time, I am getting back to who I used to be. I’m caring more about how I look, wearing cuter clothes, and even more open-minded to new things. That’s who I used to be, and I am gladly welcoming myself back.

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Keep Measuring Your Portion Sizes

Portion control is the most important step of calorie counting. You must begin measuring your food based on serving sizes in order to successfully count calories. For example, if a potato chip brand has 120 calories per serving, but you eat straight from the bag, how can you possibly know how many calories you have consumed? Adhering to the listed serving size is the key to tracking your caloric intake.

The simplest way to begin to track your portions in order to effectively lose unwanted fat, is to buy and use a simple measuring cup. Many foods such as cereal and pasta are measured by the 1/2 cup or cup. Fluid ounces, such as in beverages, can also be measured with a measuring cup. Some foods such as peanut butter, pancake syrup, or jam are measured by the tablespoon. A few foods, such as stick margarine, can be difficult to measure with a spoon; a serving of margarine, for example, can be measured by using the “ruler” provided on the product’s packaging.

Other foods will list a serving as “x number of slices” or “x pieces” such a deli meat or candy, where you can simply count out the number of pieces that make a serving.

Some foods list a weight, such as an ounce, as a serving, which requires the use of a kitchen scale. However, if you search for that same food on a caloric database, you may find an alternative form of measurement is provided, such as cups or “portion of package.”

Lastly, many foods are available in “single serving” size packages. This means that you can eat all of the food in the package for the listed number of calories. It’s important that you don’t assume a package is a single serving. Look on the package’s nutrition label and find the “servings per package” or “servings per container” section. If it says “1″ then you do not need to measure or count the food to know your caloric intake.

RECOMMITTING

After having lost nearly 60 pounds in the last 11 months, and gaining back about 7 since my wedding last month, I have made the decision to recommit myself to weight loss and health improvement! I don’t want to be that girl who loses a bunch of weight for her wedding, then promptly gains it back (and then some).

My health educator at Sansum in the Doctor’s Weight Management Program suggested I find a new goal, whether it be running a marathon or just a small short-term goal like losing 5 more pounds. I’ll need to think on this one and figure out something to work toward.

Current weight (as of 4/2/09): 188.4

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Day 27

I don’t feel good. Tired. Fuzzy headed. Tummy hurts. What a crappy yesterday was (and what a crappy way I responded). I created a new page, My Vocation, describing my work. Yesterday, I wrote that I was pouring all my energy into my job and my children giving little or nothing to my wife. In my About Me page and my original post, Day Zero, which listed my goals I said “I want to be nicer to everyone - especially my wife” among other things. I’m really dropping the ball with that goal to say the least.

If the kids at work, my fellow staff, and the friends who think I’m noble and saintly for working there saw the disgraceful way I behaved yesterday I would lose credibility with all of them. Yesterday and at other times, I’ve said I give a lot to my children but when they watch the anger and cruelty, living in this negativity and tension … I’m not being the good father I like to think I am.

I like to think I try really hard but I’ve simply got to try harder … no, no … a wise man once said, “Do or do not. There is no try.”

DAY 27 DIARY:

Breakfast: Assorted sliced fruit.

Lunch: xxx

Soda Pop: none.

Coffee: none.

Alcohol: none.

Dinner: xxx.

Snacks: xxx

Exercise: xxx

Weight: xxx lbs.

Missed my mark...

Mondays are my official “weigh-in” days to check my progress. I decided once I lost the first 5 lbs I would reward my self with a haircut. This morning I checked, and I only lost 4 lbs. Which is a really good amount for only 1 week, but I really needed a haircut and I wanted one before all of the events this week! Just for an idea of how long my hair has gotten- this pic was taken over a month ago!

Oh well- something to look forward to next week.

Today I felt quite blah. I didn’t sleep well last night but I had to get up to finish some reading for class. I packed a turkey and cheese on wheat sandwich with some pickles (I love these!) and an apple.

 

When I got home from class I craved something salty and made some modified nachos- just shredded cheese melted on tortilla chips.

After that I wanted something sweet, so I had a small cup of Mini Wheats. Later Sara and I met up for a workout again. I started on the Arc Trainer, but less than 5 minutes into it, I started feeling really sick. I had to give it a break and switched to walking a slow pace and slight incline on the treadmill for 45 minutes. The machine estimated I burned over 230 calories, so at least I got my blood moving a little. I did feel better afterward, but I’m scared I’m getting sick  

I need to be better soon because I’m celebrating Passover with friends on Wednesday, then going to visit my family for Easter this weekend.  At least I have an easy night of TV watching ahead of me!

Monday, April 6, 2009

Cookies and Blooms

It could not have been a more gorgeous day to see the cherry blossoms. It was sunny, yesterday’s crazy wind had blown out of town, and the temperature was just right! I decided to make the 10+ mile roundtrip jaunt by foot (walking and running) to see the cherry blossoms rather than fighting the crowds on the metro, and I got a good workout during my day of playing tourist in my own back yard. It was quite a day. 

I fueled my excursion with this chocolate breakfast cookie:

I was hoping it would taste like a “no bake” cookie. If you don’t know what I’m talking about, we used to make cookies with chocolate, peanut butter, oats, tons of butter and tons of sugar that didn’t require baking. Have you had them? Did you call them something else? Anyway, this was good, but not as much like my old “no bake” cookie as I’d hoped. I used some chopped roasted peanuts, reduced fat Jif, Jay Robb’s vanilla whey protein powder, unsweetened vanilla almond breeze, and a spoonful of cocoa powder. I’m having fun experimenting with the b’fast cookies, but I have to say that yesterday’s is my favorite so far. 

For lunch, I had some more of the soup I made yesterday along with one of my favorite little sandwiches:

I had some Alexia breads in the freezer, and decided it was time to get them out and bake them up. I had one piece of ciabatta left, which is what you see above. I topped it with some Trader Joe’s Bruschetta topping, smoked mozzarella and avocado. I hit upon this combination last summer, and it has become one of my favorites! This little sandwich packs a ton of yum! The soup was even better the second day. I love when that happens!

Before I struck out on my trek, I decided to use some more things from the freezer and make a batch of cookies. I was looking for a recipe involving banana, because goodness knows I have plenty of frozen bananas. I also used some of my coconut stockpile and some of the walnuts I keep in the freezer. I’m making progress! I got invited to a cookout later in the afternoon, and was happy to have a batch of cookies just waiting for an outing. I found a recipe on Cooking Light and changed it just a bit. The recipe made me laugh when I saw it. One of the ingredients is light mayonnaise. I think that any good southern cook who has taken foods to a church potluck probably has a chocolate cake recipe in the arsenal that involves mayo. I’d never seen it in a cookie recipe, and, of course, I had to try it! The original recipe is here. This is my version:

Coconut Banana and Apricot Cookies

Ingredients:

2/3 cup dark brown sugar, packed

1 medium sized banana, mashed (I used an 80 gram banana from the freezer)

1/2 cup reduced fat mayo (I used Hellman’s light mayo)

1 tsp. rum (I couldn’t tell it was in there so I’d just skip it and use coconut or vanilla extract the next time)

1/2 cup all purpose flour

1/4 cup whole wheat flour

1 cup old fashioned oats

8 Tbsp. (90 grams) of flaked sweetened coconut

1/2 cup chopped dried apricot

1 ounce of chopped walnuts

1 tsp. baking powder

1/2 tsp. cinnamon

a dash of ginger

a grate or seven of nutmeg

Directions:

Preheat the oven to 350 degrees.

Place the first 4 ingredients in a large bowl and beat with a mixer at medium speed until blended. In a separate bowl, combine the flour and the remaining ingredients, stirring with a whisk. Stir the flour mixture into the banana mixture. Drop the dough by tablespoonfuls onto parchment paper-lined baking sheets. Bake at 350 degrees for 15 minutes or until lightly browned. Remove from the pan and cool on a wire rack.

This made about two dozen cookies.

I have eaten SEVERAL of these today. I really like them a lot. My friends helped to make a dent in them, but I like them so much that the leftovers are either going to work tomorrow or into the freezer ASAP! In case you are wondering, I did use the sparkpeople recipe calculator to figure out the calories, and I’m counting them. I just figure that woman can’t live on cookies alone, and I’d be tempted to try it with these!  

Ok, so back to the cherry blossoms. Here are a few more photos from my afternoon:

See all the people on the steps of the Jefferson? It was really crowded, but I’m happy that so many people got to enjoy the day.

These were ready for their close-up! Here’s one more of the Washington Monument:

I was in the shade for the photos of the Jefferson and the Washington, and you can definitely tell a difference in the colors. It was a beautiful and busy day, and it ended nicely with dinner at my friends’ house. I had grilled chicken breast with Stubb’s BBQ sauce, corn on the cob (also grilled), potatoes and salad. Yum and yum. It was so good! My friends are always great at hosting, and I always love seeing them and their awesome dog. 

After all of my walking and running, it is definitely time for me to hit the hay. I do long jaunts like that when the weather is nice, but I can tell that I haven’t done it in awhile. I was tired by the time I got home. I’m going to go and mix up a breakfast cookie, and then I’m calling it a night. 

Here’s wishing you all an excellent week!! Ciao for now!

Sunday, April 5, 2009

What. The. Hell.

Week 2

271.5lbs

GAINED 3lbs!

106.5lbs to go

I honestley don’t have a lot to say for my fat-ass self today. Other than “You disgust me, self!”

I was better off NOT trying to do anything about my weight. Grrrrr.

This week will be better. I will exercise and follow a strict healthy eating plan.

I am determined to lose this god-awful weight.

LARPing and Physical Fitness--An Advantage

I am probably going to direct this blog more as a question or opening point to some of our other bloggers, but I wanted to make a brief note about physical fitness and LARPing.

Back in high school, physical fitness was mandatory. So I went. I hated gym class, but I went because I had to.

In college, I only had to take two gym classes over four years. However, I was always on the go, walking across campus to get to classes and toting lots of books as well as my guitar.

After college, I noted that I was gaining weight, but I didn’t want to give up my leisure time to work out, which seemed like a chore. Since I had a full time job, I had to choose between entertainment and my health, or so it seemed.

Then I found LARP. LARP was fun, and fulfilled my full-weekend need for entertainment. I noticed soon after LARPing that I had actually lost fat and gained muscle over my LARP weekends–it’s a great way to stay fit! I look forward to LARPing more since I could definitely stand to drop some weight that I gained mostly due to an injury and partially due to my relationship with two handsome men named Ben and Jerry.

Saturday, April 4, 2009

the beautiful oak trees hate me

I am having the hardest time this week with my allergies. I’ve been miserable. I never had allergies my whole life until a few years ago. I am having a hard time with congestion, ear pressure, coughing and sneezing.  I’ve been to the doctor twice this week, and I am now on steroids. Great.

Hopefully this works. The side effects of steroids can be bad. My doctor wanted to give me a steroid shot, but she told me that there is the possibility of it leaving a dime to a apple sized dimple in my skin that could last up to 2 years. I was like, “hells no”. So I am taking the oral kind. I’ve already been on them for one day, and haven’t noticed many side effects so far. The ones I’m most concerned about are  increased appetite, and water weight gain. So far so good. I did really well on my eating yesterday. Especially since I ate out at a Mexican restaurant for lunch, and picked up food for dinner.

You can apparently eat somewhat healthy Mexican food. I ordered guacamole tacos (2). The key to ordering healthy tacos is to order soft corn tortillas. The tortillas are usually the worst part of a taco for you. I have really taken a liking to them this year. I use them all the time at home. I throw mine into my panini press to cook them up, and then make my tacos. Delicious.

For dinner I got a veggie burger from a place down the street. It’s a grilled burger on a wheat bun with lettuce, tomato and green chilies. So good! I get a side salad with it, and put balsamic vinegar on it, with no oil at all, and it’s surprisingly good!

Considering that I ate these meals yesterday, I feel pretty good about it. These steroids can’t get to me! I just wish they would make me feel better. The fact that I am coughing is very scary. Last year I had an allergy attack, and developed bronchitis. I really don’t want to go that way again this year.

Right before my allergies flaired up this week, I had started working out regularly. The allergies have put a stop to that. The good thing about it is that I am not depending on exercise to lose the weight. I am depending on my eating. The exercise is a great bonus, so although I am taking a forced break from it, I am still on track to get where I want to be. I want to use exercise as a helper in my weight loss, and an aid to getting healthy. I dont’ believe you can be truly healthy without working out. I want to work out moderately about 4 days a week, but I don’t believe that you can be successful in weight loss with only exercise. Diet first…exercise second. I have done the excessive working out routine to try to lose weight. It didn’t work. I would bust my ass every day, and was upset that I wasn’t losing weight. I honestly just burned myself out, and started to dread what I was doing. I want what I am doing to be a healthy lifestyle change. I want to be forming good habits that will last me throughout the rest of my life. I don’t want to lose some weight, and then go back to what I was doing before. I don’t believe you can be successful in this way. I don’t ever want to get back to where I am now. I also don’t want to look at my eating as a diet. It’s just making healthier eating choices. I still eat!!! I still love to eat!!! Right now, I just don’t think about it all the time. I am not basing my day any more around my meal times. I used to have a hard time just living because I looked forward to my next meal all the time. That’s rediculous! I am forced to think about it in a different way. I am forced to confront what I am really shoveling into my face. I am keeping track of what I am eating, but I am not obsessing. I think I am on the right track. I think I can do this.

Excuse me, Sir, I believe I missed my wagon

On again, off again. I can’t quite decide. Firmly planting my booty on the weight loss wagon has been a challenge these past few weeks. As I felt myself swinging towards the land of emotional eating (EE) and bingeing I took the liberty to stop, reassess my motivations and nip the toxic cycle in the bud.

In therapeutic terms, I do believe that is called PROGRESS

Yep, progress indeed! Recognizing that I have a serious problem “punishing” myself for eating before I engage in the cycle is progress. Call it what it is, girl! Good job.

That being said, I’m still 10 pounds more than I was about nine months ago and 20 pounds more than I was two-ish years ago. But more than that - I am supremely more stagnant than I like to be and less and less likely to make consistently positive food choices.

When did this become harder? Is it age? Time? No. Absolutely not. There are women and men out there older than me with less time who get the job done. The problem is a little something called resistance.

Change is hard because change means that one must alter their comfort level. One must adjust what they are used to, even if it’s for their benefit. I may not have mentioned, I was a Marriage and Family Therapy (MFT) grad student for three semesters and I was taught to compare the family or individual climate to a thermostat. We are all set at a comfortable level called our homeostasis level. Change, or moving temperature on the thermostat up or down, reeks havoc on our comfort level. We want to be at our homeostasis even if it’s dysfunctional.

I am meeting my weight loss and healthy eating mindset with resistance. I must change and that’s scary. I must admit that food is more than just sustenance to me. Food is wonderful, tasty and required but for me, it is also a crutch.

Food helps me to avoid boredom, anxiety, and above all things, loneliness.

And as I continue this journey towards freedom from emotional eating, food will shed it’s aforementioned responsibilities. I will once again learn to accept my uncomfortable feelings as passing and transient moments in time. Or better yet - readopt healthy and constructive outlets such as surfing, jogging, strength training, and yoga.

Still in Session One. Still learning to define myself as an EE.

Friday, April 3, 2009

The Voices in Our Head

“You’re never going to have a flat stomach.”

“You should aim for a size 8 instead of the 6 you used to be or the 4 you want to be… just to be safe”

“You thighs will always be too big”

“Even if you got down to a size TWO you’re going to have excess skin and stretchmarks. Is it really worth it!?”

Now for the record I have no desire to be a size 2. I’m 5′9″ and a 2 would be very unhealthy on me. I was a 4 once in my life… it was the one time that I was confident about my body in a swimsuit… it was also the time when my boyfriend (now husband) and I were broken up and my overly emotional state sent my metabolism into overdrive. I was definitely still eating… but I was little! Anyway, I digress… we all have little voices in our head telling us what’s wrong with our bodies and how we’re not going to reach our goals. For as long as I can remember - size 4 break-up body aside - I have been discontent with the way I looked. Here I sit… a size 12 and I would kill to be a size 6 but even at a 6 I was discontent.

Today I want to say something to all of you out there size 6 to size 60 -

How often do we walk around unhappy about something and do nothing about it?!

I wish I could spout a magical formula of how to go from wanting something to actively accomplishing something. All I can say is it’s a personal decision… a realization even that no one is going to do this but you. We live in a society that throws lies about weight loss in our face all day long. Do I wish that eating a berry would magically make me thin - yes! Is it going to happen? Not really. Sure a few pounds might come off but then there’s maintenance and if you have more than “a few pounds to lose” something more dramatic is required. Deep down inside you and I both know one irrefutable fact - the way to lose weight is to consume less calories and burn off more energy. DIET AND EXERCISE. Fads come and go but diet and exercise will always be the answer. It’s a long hard journey…. trust me I know.

Yesterday I had another migraine - my fifth one this week… not fun. Eating helps the migraines but it doesn’t help my goal. So there I was, on the kitchen floor, tears in my eyes, counting out the baked lays I had to stuff in my mouth to help steady my head. A little insane? Most certainly!! Am I laughing about it today? Definitely!! What a sad, stereotypical dieter I was!! But my point is this: I can’t let anything get in my way on this journey!! In case you’re wondering, after a good nap (during the kiddo’s nap) and a few hours the headache passed. I wasn’t able to do a full run due to the toddler’s schedule, but I did get in 2 miles in 20 minutes. No matter what life throws at you, no matter how bad it gets, if you have a goal and determination you can make it happen.

No more pity parties!! No more negative voices!! If I don’t like something I’m going to do something about it! I have the power to change. It may be a slow and painful process at times, but I have the power to change!

Bernstein Wrap-Up

Where to begin, where TO begin, WHERE to BEgin?

Prolly at the beginnin’, I’d venture.

Here’s the thing about Bernstein: I like it. It’s easy for me to do, I’m constantly eating, and I like the food choices. Plus, as I’ve mentioned, because of my size I get 33% more food than the menu dictates as standard. Like, I’m constantly eating. Non-stop, morning to night. It’s really quite good, truthfully.

Now, here’s the bad-side: YOU CAN NEVER, EVER, EVER GO OFF IT.

You know those 5 pounds I lost? They all came back after my day off. Maybe it’s just water-weight, but near as I can tell this is NOT a diet that you attempt leisurely. Or, at least, not for a week. Maybe three months, minimum, but not a week.

“But Dan,” you say, “How do we know you didn’t overeat like a maniac on your day off? Also, DAMN you’re looking SO FINE.”

Yes, I am, it’s true. Thank you. And I didn’t “overeat like a maniac,” but I suppose you’ll have to take my word for it. No caloric drinks were drank, I had a single piece of cake, I had a burger, a few fries, and a bit of spinach dip. Not much else crossed my tummy’s path, but it all seemed to settle quite nicely on, I’m guessing, my thighs.

Further, at a lighter weight, I’m certain this diet would be insanely hard to follow. While I got 33% more food, I reckon that 33% less would just leave me hungry for the longest time. That’s merely an assumption as, despite all evidence to the contrary, I’m not crazy enough to try that.

Oh, and this week there were cravings, oh yes. Bread. Very bready cravy. I wanted to grab a bag of bread and just wolf it down, Cookie Monster-style. It would’ve been amusing and oh-so carbalicious. *drool*

Other than that, though, this was an easy diet for me to stick to, but due to the nature of the diet, the specifics, the strictness and the IMMEDIATE WEIGHT GAIN, I’d have to give it a thumbs down.

However, as far as “food to eat when I’m hungry and just need to be filled up” I’m glad I got to enjoy the wonder that is the Egg White Omelette again. LE SIGH.

Thursday, April 2, 2009

10 Shockingly Terrible Eating-Related Diseases

Going through these eating related diseases are painful moments. It’s scary when they cause a sudden change in eating ritual and pattern, a rapid drop in weight or a shrink in body shape. At the chronic stage, the signs of these eating disorders and their related symptoms are surely an important medical issue.

Very often, it’s very hard to identify eating disorders, as the sufferers behave in a very secretive manner, attempting to hide away these disorders from their concerned family members, or friends. Nevertheless, some signs will alert you that someone is experiencing an eating disorder.  Read more…

This is going to be a long journey.

Fear crept in today.  Questions of what if I cannot do enough?  What if it’s too much too lose?  What if I just can’t?  Pretty hard to get work done with those thoughts consuming me.  I looked in the mirror tonight and I didn’t see a guy who lost 13 pounds.  I was just a fat guy.  I have to own this somehow.  I need to be able to look in the mirror and know that I’m a guy with flaws.  Some flaws I can fix and some I can’t.  But I know with this I can work at fixing them.  I just have to try.

Last day before rest day tomorrow.  I can’t run anymore.  I don’t know if it’s because of the circuit training or what but today I could only go 7 minutes.  I make up for it with a steeper incline but I won’t stop trying to run.  I am going to try walking at faster paces to see if that will help build stamina.  We’ll see.

Breakfast

Eggs and toast, banana, an apple

Early Lunch (trying a early and late lunch with around 4 hours in between to stop the constant snacking.  I did have carrots and celery in between)

Tuna Salad with Cucumber Ranch, soy and almond nuts, 

Late Lunch

100 Cal Ritz snack pack, 4 graham crackers, cheerios

Dinner

Spaghetti with whole grain noodles, tiny container of cookies and cream ice cream

Later

yogurt with granola